Beberapa hari lalu, saya stress berat memikirkan masalah kuliah All the okay-I-decided-to-drop-out-from-school stuff or OMG-it's-four-and-a-half-years thought Unbelievably tiring stuff that I have been through.. Therefore I decided to let go all thoughts which might decay my brain
And then I filled out a Living Social list When I looked at a category called TV SHOWS things popped out in my head as I was thinking about some award-winning-shows
I play them over and over again these days. When I heard these songs it's like I've been losing my Gravity So I thought, I Love this. The feeling to Save The Empty! I Try very hard to concentrate on what I have to do I've constantly asking myself, Am I Still The One who leave out these sheet as blank ones So Here Comes Goodbye to all the so-called-burden and then I'm coming to a very relaxing shit as known as rubbish-blogging-time And I know in the night I have to work my ass off to complete what I have to do
Good news for Meredith and Derek (of Grey's Anatomy) fans out there... As we know, Mer-Der is going to have a lovely wedding! So, tons of fans of GA has made tremendous jobs (including making blogs, sites, picture, countdown, and even gossips!). And this is a blog that I found and so I share this for you... dedicated to Mere-Der from fans pretty sweet blog contains their love journey, remembering on-off relationship, even Izzie's blog (how sweet it is) and precious moments even SGH (Seattle Grace Hospital Guest Book).. This is my favorite part of this blog...
“I just want to say that I am so, so honored that you’ve asked me to be in the wedding. After all this time, you finally see me as a sister and… hold on… it’s really hard to type when you’re crying… I just… you know what? I’ll have to come back to this.”
“Good luck and stuff. I’d say something else but all this wedding crap kind of skeeves me out. All I ask is that somebody buys Shepherd a box of cereal as a wedding gift. Dude keeps eating mine.”
“I love a wedding! The flowers, the lace, the vows…makes a girl swoon. Now if only the government would legally recognize a marriage between two girls… Not that this should take away from your happy day. Just saying… CONGRATS!”
“I wasn’t gonna sign this thing. I mean, I signed the last one and look how that ended up. And now that I look at what I just wrote, I’m pretty sure it’s a bad idea to mention the groom’s first marriage in the guestbook for his second. Where’s the “go back” button on this thing?”
“Okay. I’m back. And I’m not sure what else to say besides YAAAAAAAY. Go wedding! I can’t wait. Soooo excited. Really. Oooh, patient coding, gotta run. P.S. Could I put in an early request for the Electric Slide at the reception? Thanks.”
“Congrats! And we’re not just saying that cause your our bosses and we want to scrub in on the craniotomy you have scheduled this after noon. Although it’d be cool – to scrub in. Like, really cool.”
“Are you taking some time off for the honeymoon by any chance? Maybe… a lot of time off? I’m only asking because I kinda liked being the Chief’s neuro guy when you were off in the woods, so… Anyway. I would simply like to encourage you to take a honeymoon. A really long honeymoon.”
“Hey. Me again. I was just talking to O’Malley (not by choice. I’m stuck in the pit with him today) and – what the hell? He says that you getting married means you’re kicking me and Iz out of the house? Is that true? Cause if so, not cool. Not Fricking Cool."
“It’s about time. I hope this doesn’t mean you two will turn into some old married couple that stays home and doesn’t hang out at dive bars anymore. I’d hate to lose you two as customers. You’re the only ones who pay your tabs.”
“Free food, an open bar at the reception… I’m there! I mean, if I’m in invited. Cause I’d like to be. I’ll bring a nice gift. Or, as nice as I can afford on my salary. Please??”
“I didn’t know where else to go with this because you either aren’t getting my voice-mails or you’re simply choosing to ignore them, but – I really am pregnant, Derek. It’s yours. And I have a lawyer… HAHAHAHA. I swear, that never gets old. EVER.”
““Mer, you couldn’t have found a better match. I am so happy for you. And to Dr. Shepherd, I just wanna say… take care of her. Cause if you don’t, you’ll have to answer to all of us.”
“This is great. Just… great. One of my top attendings marrying one of my top residents… Our very own Seattle Grace Wedding. I am as happy for you as I could be. And proud, of you both. Does my heart good.”
-- Richard
“P.S. And you’re welcome. For getting Meredith onto the right elevator.”
If there's a crisis, I don't freeze, I move forward. I get the rest of them to move forward. Because I've seen worse. I've survived worse, and I know they'll survive too. They say I'm all dark and twisty. It's not a flaw, it's a strength. It makes me who I am.!
Ingin mengucapkan kalimat itu sesering mungkin...
Walau pertama2 amazed oleh kata2 ini Aku kembali berpikir, person who said this is not even real! Bagaimana bisa aku mendalami kata-kata orang yang bahkan ga ada. Bagaimana aku bisa percaya?
Tapi kupikir2 lagi Yang bikin itu kan juga orang, I mean a real person actually wrote them down! So, it's not a big deal
Aku mengenang kebahagiaan2 masa lalu dan tertawa2 sendiri... lebih ingin mencoba mengenang hidup...
daripada menangisi keputusasaan tidak berguna dan membuang waktu lalu memberikan senyum paling besar di wajah bahagia mereka
ke-dark and twisty-an ku... menjadi kekuatan yang tak ternilai... Because I've seen worse and I've survived worse
I have survived more serious and outrageous experience A lot! I did! Me alone.. With or without a help! But I actually did! Bravo me!
That is exactly the way I want to love myself respect myself for who I am and what I've been through
Akhir2 ini aku sedang suka memakai aplikasi menarik di Facebook yang bernama Living Social... Sebenarnya sudah lama sih, cuman sekarang kok lagi suka aja Habis kalo sumpek bisa ngisi apa yang jadi 5 pilihan untuk segala macem Cuman sekarang berkembang banyak jadi semakin seru ngisinya... Ada aplikasi top 5 untuk Songs, Albums, Performances, Movies, TV Shows, TV Episodes, Dog Breeds, American Idols, etc! Seru kan! Aplikasi ini bisa membuat pengguna Facebook untuk membuat list berisi top 5 apapun yang kita sukai...
Ini sih, ada beberapa daftar yang saya buat... Waktu buat ini sedang dark and twisty... Asiknya, kategori seru dan judul pilihan yang asik, alias ga itu2 aja...
American Idol Season 8 Top 7 part II - Disco Fever
Lil Rounds - I'm Every Woman (BURUK dan hanya ngabisin durasi, pake marah2 lg) Kris Allen - She Works Hard For the Money (penampilan cap top three) Danny Gokey - September (lagunya familiar dan cukup asik) Allison Iraheta - Hot Stuff (arrangement keren!) Adam Lambert - If I Can’t Have You (lagu slow dan keren spt biasanya) Matt Giraud - Stayin’ Alive (hmmmm BERBAHAYA) Anoop Desai - Dim All the Lights (so so tapi masuk kategori BERBAHAYA)
Memang jika dikata gila bukan gila, dikata merana bukan merana juga Gembel! Tadi rumahku mati lampu... Sesaat setelah lagi semangat menulis artikel Ternyata pet matilah itu komputer beserta dengan seluruh listrik dan lampu rumahku
Ketika ditungguin hampir 20 menit tak nyala juga Muncullah hal yang telah lama dilupakan (ya gak bisa bilang dilupakan) Aku berpikir kalo si beloved hape masih ada, yang kulakukan saat itu adalah: 1 mengupdate status FB dan menyumpah karena artikel ku msh belom disimpen 2 menghabiskan waktu untuk mendengarkan musik di dalam gelap 3 membuat playlist baru 4 mengsms teman2 tanpa kesusahan 5 melihat lirik2 lagu et cetera et cetera
Hiks Kesedihan itu kembali lagi Aku jadi berpikir di mana ya dia sekarang apakah dia baik2 saja...
Eniwei, tun tadi memberikan aku buku menarik Dreams Book Isinya tidak ada AHAHA Mksdnya itu buku memang dibuat ngisi apa aja yang kamu impikan Makasih ya Tun Aku suka karena halamannya banyak
Jadi bisa ditulisin semua cita2ku yang mostly gak bakalan kesampean Misalnya cita2 meraih gelar PhD utawa S.Ked aja udah seneng Trus kepingin menjadi penerjemah handal di PBB Pingin meraih Oscar di usia yang terbilang cukup muda Pingin juga punya pasangan hidup yang seganteng dan sebaik Hugh Jackman AHAHAHAHAHA Cita2 yang bullshit bener
Yah namanya juga impian Belom tentu kesampean Tapi aku harap suatu saat hidupku berubah menjadi lebih baik Ketika melihat beberapa orang di sekitar yang literally jahat tapi dapat hal yang bagus2 Aku jadi berpikir suatu saat diriku yang jahat ini mendapatkan sesuatu yang indah
Aku berharap suatu saat nanti aku berpikir bahwa aku tidak jahat tidak buruk adanya aku berharap orang2 bisa berharap padaku at least that much Aku berharap memang aku ada karena aku suatu saat memang boleh menjadi berharga buat orang lain Aku berharap aku merasa aku dapat berharga bagi orang lain
Derek (to Meredith) If there's a crisis, you don't freeze, you move forward. You get the rest of us to move forward. Because you've seen worse. You've survived worse, and you know we'll survive too. You say you're all dark and twisty. It's not a flaw, it's a strength. It makes you who you are.
Ketika banyak yang meragukan ke-dark and twisty-an saya... Ternyata Derek bilang sama Meredith kalo dark and twisty is a strength Banyak yang bilang padaku "merana kok bangga!" Memang tidak selamanya yang buruk itu buruk dan semuanya yang baik itu baik I am me..
Sekarang waktunya menjadikan si dark and twisty menjadi lebih bermakna dan membagikan dark and twisty kepada orang lain supaya lebih mereka bright and shiny... Rupanya perlu juga membuktikan bahwa dark and twisty is a strength I am me.. So I'd say I Told You So, darlin'! I have told you so from the beginning even if you pretend like it already is end! Because when I started to believe in myself sometimes people is looking for a reason to confuse me. And I say I told you so! I have to constantly telling myself so! Half of the lesson is learned. So how about you? Are you even that close?
Derek: Hey. Come on in. This is a CT of Katie Bryce. 16 year old female, subarachnoid aneurysm. Meredith: From a fall during rhythmic gymnastics. I remember. Derek: I remember, it was the first surgery we ever scrubbed in together on. Our first save. Right here is a cerebral cyst. Tough save, but we did it. I kissed you in the stairwell after the surgery. And this right here is where Dr Bailey kicked you out of the surgery, because she caught us in your driveway, in my car. And right here, this is a seven hour craniotomy. You held the clamp the entire time, never flinched. That's when I knew you were gonna be an incredible surgeon. Beth Monroe, made our clinical trial a success by surviving. You talked me into putting her under. That's when I knew I needed you. And this is today, post op head CT of Izzie Stevens. You see that? Right there. Tumor free. Because of you. You got me into the OR. If there's a crisis, you don't freeze, you move forward. You get the rest of us to move forward. Because you've seen worse. You've survived worse, and you know we'll survive too. You say you're all dark and twisty. It's not a flaw, it's a strength. It makes you who you are. I'm not gonna get down on one knee, I'm not gonna ask a question. I love you Meredith Grey, and I wanna spend the rest of my life, with you. Meredith: And I wanna spend the rest of my life with you.
Alex (narrating): Doesn't matter how tough we are, trauma always leaves a scar. It follows us home, it changes our lives, trauma messes everybody up, but maybe that's the point. All the pain and the fear and the crap. Maybe going through all of that is what keeps us moving forward. It's what pushes us. Maybe we have to get a little messed up, before we can step up.
Alex (narrating): Surgeons are all messed up. We're butchers, messed up knife happy butchers. We cut people up, we move on. Patients die on our watch, we move on. We cause trauma, we suffer trauma. We don't have time to worry about all the blood and death and crap it really makes us feel.
Cristina: I don't think ... I can't handle this after all. Owen: What, what do you mean, what are you saying? Cristina: I'm sorry, I'm so so sorry. But I'm lying here in your arms, and I'm afraid to fall asleep.
Meredith: I'm engaged. Cristina: I broke up with Owen.
Cristina: Did her vitals remain stable the entire time? Meredith: Were there any spikes in her intracranial pressure? Alex: Was there any residual tumor? Bailey: Shepherd was able to resect all of the tumor. She'll be in packing view for about an hour. She's fine. Your friend is just fine, no thanks to any of you. Tomorrow, do better!
Richard: What are you all doing out here? Alex: Waiting for Izzie, Sir. We're waiting. Richard: You're scared. I'm scared too.
Meredith: I'm worried about you. Cristina: Meredith. Meredith: Choking. Cristina: Stop. Meredith: It's unacceptable. Cristina: Back off. Meredith: Hands around the neck. Cristina: Ring thrown in your face.
Derek: Ok, clamp. I am ready to... no. Yes, ok. I am ready to buzz the superficial temporal artery. Tenting sutures. Bailey: There's no rush. You can take your time. Everyone here is on your side. Swinder: You sure that's gonna hold? With all that friable scar tissue. Bailey: Dr Swinder! Ah, actually I saw Dr. Shepherd do three different craniotomies last month, each with easily double the amount of friable tissue. They held just fine. Derek: Next, tenting suture please.
Meredith: Surgery has started. Cristina: Hey, have they started the surgery yet? Alex: Yep. Intern: Dr. Grey, we were wondering did Dr. Stevens' surgery start yet? Or... Meredith: Keep it moving. No loitering in the OR hallway, that's the rule. Alex: If they wanna stay, let them stay. People are better than no people.
Callie: Ok, so I get why I haven't been camped out at Izzie's beside holding her hand today, but... George: We're not talking about this. Callie: Why not? George: Maybe it's the fact that I asked Izzie a hundred times what was wrong, and she just ignored me. And then there's the fact that when she actually needed help she trusted Cristina. Of all people! Callie: And then there's the fact that she's your best friend and she might die on you. There's also that. Come on. We are going to go wait for Izzie. Come on. George! You were my husband and you slept with her. You are the reason that I wished her dead. You owe me this. You can lie to yourself all you want, but I know you. I loved you once, and I know you care if she lives or dies.
Derek: We'll see you soon Dr. Stevens. Izzie: I hope so. Bailey: Know so. Izzie: Dr Bailey if something goes wrong... Bailey: It wont. Izzie: The scarf, I made it for you. Derek: It's a beautiful night to save lives. Let's get started.
Derek: Meredith. Meredith: What are you doing? You're gonna have to re-scrub. Derek: I'm not ready. Meredith: Yes you are. Derek: I need to know that at least I have you, no matter what happens in there, i need to know. I need you to say yes. I need to know. Meredith: I can't say yes. Not if agreeing to be with you forever will make it ok if Izzie dies. I can't say yes. I love you, and you can do this. You can do this. I know you can.
Richard: Ah, It's not a good time, he's still scrubbing in. Meredith: I know, it's just, ah, he should wear this. It's his ferry boat scrub cap. He loves ferry boats.
Callie: I wished Izzie Stevens would die. I wished her dead every day, of every week, for I don't even know how long. I woke up every morning, wishing Izzie Stevens would die, and now... What kind of person wishes someone would die? What kind of doctor wishes, knowing how things happen. What kind of doctor wishes... Arizona: Are you in here, right now, praying for Izzie to die? Callie: No. I'm praying for her to live.
Meredith: Hey, How's Izzie? George: I don't know. Meredith: How's Izzie? Cristina: Why? Meredith: Have you been to see her? Cristina: No I've been working with Swinder all day. Alex: What? Meredith: Have you been to see Izzie? Alex: No, haven't you?
Richard: Did you talk to Izzie about this yet? Considering you two are basically conceiving a child together today, don't you think you should talk with her about this? Alex: Look, you said she needed my contribution. Here's my contribution. Whatever.
Alex: The Chief send you in here? Meredith: Nope. I offered to come in. In case you needed to talk. Alex: Hah, you think talking will help? You think a dixie cup full of my swimmers will make everything ok? It's crap. This is crap! You just can't go messing with peoples heads like that. Even if she freezes the embryo's do you think, you think we'll get a chance to use them? You think she'll still be here? YOU THINK SHE'LL SURVIVE ALL THIS? You think... I think...She told me... she told me she was seeing a ghost ok. And I'm so used to all the crazy chicks in my life, that I didn't even... I'm a doctor. A DOCTOR! And I didn't even think to... and now she's... this is wrong. This isn't how it's supposed to happen. Meredith: I know. Alex: It's crap! Meredith: I know. Alex: I hate this. Meredith: I know. Alex: This isn't... this isn't how we were supposed... this isn't how I wanted to do this. This isn't how Izzie and I were supposed to make a baby.
Derek: Karev, I just reviewed Izzie's most recent MRI and it doesn't look like the tumors grown since her last scan, so that's good news. Do you have an questions or concerns that you'd like to discuss with me before we brief Izzie? Alex: Just try keeping her frontal lobe inside her skull this time.
Bailey: Ok, as you know you have stage 4 metastatic melanoma. You have a lot of surgeries, and a lot of procedures lined up for you over the next few weeks. Richard: We've seen evidence of METS on your liver, so one of those surgeries Dr. Bailey and I will resect them. We also lined up Dr. Parker from OB to harvest as many healthy eggs as she can before you undergo any radiation. Izzie: Right. Babies. Bailey: Just leaving the option open for you if you want it. Derek: But our priority today is to address the temporal lobe METS on your brain. I'm surprised we didn't catch it sooner. This kind of thing can cause headaches, seizures and intense hallucinations. But, hopefully the legion has a clear margin so I can remove it all.
Meredith: You're wearing a turtle neck under your scrubs. It's ugly. Not as ugly as the fact that you hugged him. You hugged him. Cristina: I get it. I hear you. Lets move on. Meredith: Turtle necks aren't ok. You're not ok, and your boyfriends not ok. Alex: Is your boyfriend ok? Meredith: What? Cristina: Pardon? Alex: To be cutting into brains today. Is he ok to be back? Meredith: Yes. Of course. Derek is fine. Alex: I was there for his carnage in the OR remember? This isn't just any patient today, this is Izzie.
Meredith: It's me. Cristina! What's going on? Owen's out there upset. Callie was screaming. She said... Cristina: I'm fine. I'm... I'm fine. Meredith: OH MY GOD! Your neck. I will kill him! He's... Cristina: No, no, no. It was a nightmare. He had a nightmare. Owen: Cristina, please. Is she alright? Meredith, I just need to know that she's alright. Meredith: No, no, no, no, no, no. Cristina, no!
American Idol Season 8 Top 7 Theme: Movie Night Mentor : Quentin Tarantino!!!
Adam Lambert -- Born to Be Wild (memang gila) Matt Giraud -- Have You Ever Loved a Woman (bagus sih, cuman masih jauh sama versi CHRIS D!!) Allison Iraheta -- I Don't Want To Miss A Thing (lumayan, masih suka versi Cook) Anoop Desai -- Everything I Do (Mending ini daripada versi Cook ) Lil Rounds -- The Rose (ah gagal total) Kris Allen -- Falling Slowly (lumayan kok) Danny Gokey -- Endless Love (sedikit mengecewakan)
Ngomongin hal basi yang belom basi diomongkan A century ago (berlebihan), beberapa minggu lalu, kelasku Teknik Presentasi Berita, menampilkan adegan yang kurang layak untuk dipublish
Ya! Dalam acara PRESENTER PREKETEK Kami semua sekelas mencoba untuk pertama kalinya membaca berita layaknya presenter berita news di tipi2 di video!
Lengkap kan sudah! Yah, bagi yang suka dan yang bisa tentu saja menyenangkan Tapi bagiku yang parno akan yang namanya berbicara di depan umum tentu hal ini sudah bisa jadi membuat GLEGAR seperti ekspresi Marty dan Alex di bawah ini
Namun, ternyata tak hanya sendiri! Di kelas yang beraneka ragam ini dapat ditemukan berbagai macam fauna! HAHAHA
ga ga ga ngawir!
Maksudnya berbagai macam dan tipe cara presentasi berita ada yang atek adegan ora ketok prompter sehingga mesti ndangak2 ada yang wajahnya lucu digae ndagel ada yang wajahnya super datar ada yang wajahnya tegang ada yang salah take sampe bilang "SEK TA!!" ada yang keserimpet baca ada yang senyum2 dan menampilkan wajah peyot di akhir kalimat ada yang pake acara kayak presenter INSERT SORE
Sudahlah, yang normal cuma seorang teman yang usut punya usut sudah ikut LPBT (baca: Lomba Presenter Berita Televisi) dan masuk semifinal yang normal cuman seorang! HAHAHA....
Eniwei, kita selama sejam hasilnya cuman menertawakan diri sendiri dan orang lain HAHAHAHA... Jadi presenter memang susah sekali! Belom jadi reporter! Hayoooo
Carrie Underwood - So Small Today's Inspirational Song What you got if you ain't got love? The kind that you just wanna give away It's okay to open up Go ahead and let the light shine through
I know it's hard on a rainy day You wanna shut the world out And just be left alone But don't run out on your faith
'Cause sometimes that mountain you've been climbing Is just a grain of sand And what you've been out there searching for forever Is in your hands
And when you figure out Love is all that matters after all It sure makes everything else Seem so small
It's so easy to get lost inside A problem that seems so big at the time It's like a river that's so wide It swallows you whole
While you're sitting around thinking 'bout what you can't change And worrying about all the wrong things Time's flying by, moving so fast You better make it count 'cause you can't get it back
Thousand of proverbs said good thing about love and life Whatever happens in your life As long as you have love Everything will be okay
As far as I know, it isn't as easy as it looks Life ain't going better for some people I don't know why, but it happened through my eyes I see
Back then there was a girl Everything seemed perfect Everyone loved and envied her Vice versa! She found it comfortable in everyone's world
She told her friends to get over guilty feelings She gave love and get them back easily She said "Just enjoy your life as God has given to you!"
And then her back is now turned Everything just seems let herself down She still is loved Yet she's numb Paralyzed by guilty feelings or everything that I don't even know
What am I supposed to say? Am I judging? When I was younger I was a person worse than she is
I was kinda hoping She would never do this Because it hurts her and it pushes me down even more
So the only I thing I could hope for is that she becomes a person she used to be, at least I wish she could have a life that she wants I wish that love conquered it all
The tears may still fall The rain may covers her tears But even I, felt the day before this day is way better and comforting
It might be imperfect, still but all love that we each give and have, which God shares is something that is perfect for life it is a life that supposed to be ours
I know I don't understand and I know I probably won't as I don't even know myself and I don't even know her we dont' have to know better to do better and to feel better
We are so gonna learn I know I don't understand me and even her or you but this trash-talking idiotic poetry I will open like a time capsul and then I hope I will understand and she will you will too yes, someday
-Jess 13/04/2009- Dedicated to her love ones she missed the most
I remember when I first met you You asked me if I could stitch your wound up I was joking that I could throw up on youand you laughed with me You asked my name even if it's just for icebreaker And you told me your name's Jack Hey Jack, my name is Kate.. You were the first people I knew On an island where we stranded on Within months I tried to know the island I tried to know you As I was scared like everyone else did you were comforting me Eventhough you said some words on the opposite
You said that we are already dead and no one will never find us But as I learned, I felt I was in heaven and though I still am afraid I knew you are facing the same fears with mes o then I am bold and fearless
One day, you went somewhere place I am curious and I asked If I could come with you You forbid me as I insisted on itT hank you for letting me be safe But I rather faced a scary outside as long as I'm not further away
I am the one who knew you When people are lyingthey don't look me in the eyes But you did the exact opposite But the way you loved me or perhaps the way I loved you is facing a way too long distance
you were always by my side but you're not even close and then another cameand I was hoping I let you down I know you are I know you tried to let me be safe and warm even If you're not with me anymoreyou push me away to him Oh! The guilt
Since we were breaking apart I know you hoped me for a better future but what if I'm mistaken what if it's all your ego what if it wasn't meyou tried to hold
So then again We faced another separation Now help me to let goall the pain and the fact that it's too late and we're way too far behind I'm still not over you, Jack I was hoping you said "because I love you" earlier But I am glad you finally ease my doubt Still, I wish we could take care for each other Always, I wish you well For better for worse I have always been with you
Adam Lambert - Mad World All around me are familiar faces Worn out places, worn out faces Bright and early for their daily races Going nowhere, going nowhere
And their tears are filling up their glasses No expression, no expression Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow No tomorrow, no tomorrow
And I find it kind of funny I find it kind of sad The dreams in which I'm dying Are the best I've ever had I find it hard to tell you 'Cos I find it hard to take When people run in circles It's a very, very Mad World
Children waiting for the day they feel good Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday Made to feel the way that every child should Sit and listen, sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous No one knew me, no one knew me Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson Look right through me, look right through me
Wonderful performance! Great studio records! Lovely and meaningful lyrics! It rhymes our world!
Holding onto memories Which we each sums up aren't we? Just realized how far that was and how far you all are Just tasting every bites and sounding each syllables even if I should shed my tears
How I missed same old you Honestly I don't remember you Hardworking and striving Tears and smile You and me
You are the kingdom and I am the queen
But when it all falls apart we are just breaking down I am as sneaky as I thought and half dead as they wished
Where were you? Where have you been? You're not even close
This past 4 months I miss yesteryears Please remind me When I worked through tears when I just forgot the world when I am ashamed and all I ever thought was you by my side when friends mocked me or forced me or just lay there and lied to me or bitchin' about me about what I cannot do
YOU Work Study Learn Furious Numb Stronger Fighter Love Compassion Confidence Thoughts Bold Drama Queen
I've been missing you you are the perfect gun to shoot my fears you are the shadows to follow me wherever I go when I just doubt myself
Please Come Back To Me You can unsee me But honestly I couldn't live without YOU
American Idol Top 8 - Songs of Contestants' Birth Years
Danny Gokey - Stand By Me Kris Allen - All She Wants To Do Is Dance Lil Rounds - What's Love Got To Do With It Anoop Desai - True Colors Adam Lambert - Mad World !!!!!! Matt Giraud - Part-Time Lover !!!!!!! Allison Iraheta -- I Can't Make You Love Me !!!!!!! Scott MacIntyre -- The Search is Over
Tentunya semua orang yang hidup di dunia ingin bahagia kan? Mana ada yang pengen bermuram durja saja... Yang miskin pasti ingin hidup berkecukupan kan? Yang bodo pengen jadi pinter kan? Yang mukanya pas-pasan pengen jadi lebih cakep kan?
Tapi masalahnya semua yang bagus2 itu bisa didapat, atau paling tidak ditutupi dengan keahlian yang lebih baik di bidang lain.. Biar kebusukannya tertutupi gitu... Tapi anehnya Zaman sekarang masih banyak lho yang kepengen dapat hasil bagus tanpa pengorbanan tanpa menderita tanpa kerja keras
Yah memang sih life itu random... Tidak semua yang baik akan terjadi pada si anak baik. Dan tidak semua yang jahat akan terjadi pada si jahat.. Atau mungkin semuanya masih belum dapat kita prediksi selama orang itu belom mati... (maksudnya sapa tau baru kena batunya setelah tua)...
Tapi bukan berarti kalo life itu random kita juga berhenti berusaha Kepengen liburan ke luar negeri? Ya jangan minta duit mama dan papa Mereka nguli, sedangkan duitnya kita pake buat seneng2.... Kepengen shopping sampe kehabisan darah? Ya cari cara untuk menabungkan duit jajan....
Hihihihi... Saya sendiri kepengennya buanyak di dunia ini Kepengen jalan2 ke luar negeri Kepengen sekolah yang layak dan sesuai Ke Bali doank aja kepengen Kepengen shopping dan gonta ganti baju setiap hari Kepengen bisa belajar bahasa Inggris Kepengen beli hape baru yang sesuai dengan minat dan kebutuhan saya
Usaha apa yang saya lakukan?! Hm... Kalo usaha sih sedikit sekali Tapi saya lagi pengen nih berusaha tidak merepotkan mama dan papa Saya juga kurang mau menggantungkan diri dengan yang namanya pria Banyak juga lho jaman sekarang yang cari pacar kaya demi menyenangkan kebutuhan belanja diri sendiri
Yah.. Semua orang juga punya jalan masing2 tidak usah terlalu menjudge mungkin mereka juga punya tujuan tertentu yang kadang kita tidak pikirkan yang penting ya apa yang bener ya dilakukan sendiri lah...
I am Me, with all my courage, ego, hope, and my own dream, together with all my life, heart, my mind, and fate.. Somehow, I'm surviving, which humanize me.. Because of all the trying and struggling, sometimes I fall and some days God lift me up...
Name: Jess Part Deux Home: Surabaya, East Java, Indonesia About Me: You say you're all dark and twisty. It's not a flaw, it's a strength. It makes you who you are. ~Derek Shepherd~ See my complete profile
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Hearts&Minds
Grey's Anatomy//LOST//Desperate Housewives//House MD//Brothers and Sisters//American Idol//America's Next Top Model//CSI NY LOVE..
The Constant
Christina Aguilera, Katharine McPhee, Chris Daughtry, Taylor Swift, Katy Perry, Carrie Underwood, t.a.t.u., Avril Lavigne, Michelle Branch, Kat DeLuna, Lady Gaga, Delta Goodrem, Leona Lewis
James Blunt, Ingrid Michaelson, Joshua Radin, OneRepublic, Brooke White, Carly Smithson, Michael Johns,
LOVE..
Art Isn't Easy
Armageddon/Moulin Rouge/Atonement/Rain Man/Girl,Interrupted/The Reader/The Others/Slumdog Millionaire/Step Mom/Amelie/Serendipity/A Beautiful Mind LOVE..
The Miracle Song
There You'll Be/Thinking Of You/White Horse/All Fall Down/Chasing Cars/Carry You Home/Born to Make You Happy/Drifting Further Away/Fall For You/Ordinary World/Home/I Can't Break It To My Heart LOVE..
I am Me, with all my courage, ego, hope, and my own dream, together with all my life, heart, my mind, and fate.. Somehow, I'm surviving, which humanize me.. Because of all the trying and struggling, sometimes I fall and some days God lift me up... 
