Today's the day my life begins. Today I become a citizen of the world. Today I become a grown up. Today I become accountable to someone other than myself and my parents. Accountable for more than my grades. Today, I become accountable to the world. To the future. To all the possibilities that life has to offer. Starting today, my job is to show up wide eyed and willing and ready. For what, I don't know. For anything. For everything. To take on life. To take on love. To take on the responsibility and possibility. Today, my friends, our lives begin. And, I for one can't wait.
Becca - Grey's Anatomy, What A Difference A Day Makes
George. Sweet, kind George, who can't even kill a fly is joining the army to go to Iraq in the middle of a war and you said awesome.
Callie: Hey, I've got a plan to stop George, you in? Arizona: Stop George from what? Bailey: Ah, he joined the army. Yes. I'm in. Arizona: Bailey, I'm talking to you! Why are you trying to stop him? Callie: Because he joined the army. Arizona: And? Callie: And, because he's my ex husband, and I know his mom and I love his mom. And, normally Izzie would talk sense into him but, she's got cancer, and kind of a bad mental deficit. So, it's on me to stop him. Arizona: Why would you wanna stop him? Callie: Because he joined the army. Don't you think that's a problem? Arizona: I think that's awesome. Callie: Awesome?
IZZIE And so I couldn't remember my memories reset in fine minutes apart then you sit, yell, astonished when it might be all said and done i woke up with smile and passed out painful yet beautiful at most Do Not Resuscitate don't ever bring me back let me go would you? although i never thought i could end up here like this I want to remember me being so close with you and knowing that you love me so that is what really saved me so i know you are the one who catches me when i fall and surrender knowing I give up doesn't mean I give myself up knowing I give up doesn't mean I let you walk away I wish I could choose you over death I have wishes and hopes that shapes me for who I am when I'm with you
GEORGE Here I am Lay still and wait I wanted to tell you this is me A shadow for you as always The one that follows you not just in daylight but the most darkest time in night I wanted to tell you I changed and I hope we'll be okay I hope you guys are doing good Pray for me As I catch up I may not feel so alone anymore I am a doer I do, and I believe I do better Please identify so many times when I shared my tears with you when I held you close when I chose you when you had nothing but me Love me and remember me for what we have done together everyday and every nights feel me when you let me go
When two worlds collide Look me in the eyes I know we have to survive these So sacrifice these quiet times I know what it means when I'm watching you place wings and fly away but I know we're strong we are doers I know we don't quit we are so gonna breathe again slow and tender we go it may not be hand in hand but I am sure at least one of us is surviving and even if one of us is leaving by no means I know at least I know you're my best friend I've heard you You've heard me we are one
Pilot Jika Anda adalah penggemar serial barat, dari negara Amerika Serikat terutama, Anda pasti familiar dengan kata PILOT. Pilot merupakan istilah lain dari "episode pertama season pertama" sebuah serial barat. Awalnya, saya memperhatikan hal ini lewat serial favorit saya, Lost. Pada saat itu saya masih menggunakan DVD bajakan sebagai sarana untuk menonton serial kesukaan. Karena DVD bajakan itu sudah merupakan adaptasi dari DVD original, maka memang tampilannya menyerupai aslinya, ada bonus features, dan setiap episode diberi judul.
Awalnya saya mengira Pilot merupakan judul dari episode pertama serial Lost. Hal ini tidak mengherankan, sebab kebetulan atau bukan, episode Lost pertama yang membuat syok adalah scene pilot Oceanic 815 dimakan oleh hewan di hutan. Sekedar intermezzo saja, pilot itu adalah Greg Grunberg yang merupakan karib dari J.J. Abrams, Anda akan menemui Grunberg main sebagai Office Matt Parkman dalam serial Heroes. Namun, ketika menyadari hal yang sama pada serial Desperate Housewives, saya mulai sadar bahwa episode perdana serial barat di sana dinamakan PILOT. Hal ini terjadi ketika saya menonton serial-serial lain, seperti Grey's Anatomy, Brothers and Sisters, Prison Break, Ugly Betty, Heroes, Gossip Girl, CSI NY, House MD, hingga yang terbaru Fringe dan 30 Rock.
My Choices Bagi saya, episode perdana atau PILOT ini merupakan jalan yang paling awal untuk menarik perhatian saya untuk memilih melanjutkan menonton serial atau tidak. Hebatnya, percaya atau tidak saya melanjutkan hampir semua serial yang sudah saya tonton PILOT nya. Yah, paling tidak walau saya tak dapat menonton keseluruhan episode dari seluruh season, saya tetap setia mengikuti jika serian tersebut main di channel TV kabel saya. Kebanyakan saya bahkan mengoleksi seluruh season dan menontonnya dengan setia. Sebut saja Desperate Housewives, Lost, Heroes, Brothers and Sisters, dan Heroes. Sementara serial lain seperti Prison Break, Ugly Betty, dan Gossip Girl memang saya rehatkan sebab jalan ceritanya makin lama makin tidak menyenangkan bagi saya. Walau saya tetap berpendapat Ugly Betty adalah serial yang patut saya tonton selanjutnya.
Serial seperti House MD dan CSI NY, saya ikuti dengan menonton di AXN, channel di Indovision di rumah. Sedangkan CSI Miami, 90210, Supernatural, Ghost Whisperer, Private Practice bagi saya kalah menarik dengan daftar tonton saya yang lain. Sehingga sehabis menonton salah satu episode, saya tak pernah menontonnya kembali. Sekarang, saya menambah daftar tontonan baru untuk hal-hal yang disebut sinetron di Indonesia ini. Saya membeli Fringe, True Blood, Damages, Mad Men, dan 30 Rock. Hingga saat ini saya sudah menyentuh Fringe dan 30 Rock. Kombinasi yang cukup menarik! Fringe adalah serial yang dapat membuat otak lelah dan 30 Rock adalah serial ngocol yang bisa menjadi alternatif jika stres.
It Forces Us! Berbekal referensi yang baik, yaitu daftar nominasi Golden Globe Awards atau Emmy Awards serta beberapa website luar negeri, saya cukup puas menonton serial-serial dan seringkali terkagum-kagum dengan PILOT yang berhasil mengundang decak kagum, baik penonton luar negeri maupun saya. Kemudian mempersuasi audiens untuk menonton episode berikutnya, bahkan mengundang mereka untuk tidak melewatkan jam tayang serial tersebut di televisi.
My Life and My Only Dreams Pilihan-pilihan itu seringkali terlalu banyak dan berdesakan dalam pikiran saya. Namun, merupakan salah satu hal yang dapat membuat saya belajar banyak. Banyak pelajaran hidup, nilai-nilai, dan hal-hal hingga bahasa baru yang saya dapatkan berbekal melihat serial televisi. Memang terdengar simpel dan membosankan, bahkan bisa-bisa dikira pekerjaan orang malas. Namun, saya pikir ketergantungan saya terhadap mereka (ya sekarang menonton serial barat seperti candu dan menenangkan hati saya, guilty pleasure), baik juga terkadang.
Ketidakmampuan saya untuk mobile seringkali membuat saya tertinggal film keluaran terbaru, tetapi serial televisi menjadi cara baru bagi saya untuk belajar dan memahami sesuatu yang saya pikir, berbeda. Berbagai genre dan tema unik yang saya pilih, bisa jadi merupakan kosa kata baru bagi kehidupan saya. Bahkan saat ini kecintaan itu berubah menjadi mimpi, atau kalau boleh saya ingin menyebutnya sebagai harapan baru. Ya, saya harap saya bisa menjadi seorang penulis naskah untuk serial barat. Ya! Barat lho, bukan Indonesia. Sehingga mungkin suatu saat nanti saya bisa membagikan sesuatu buat orang lain, seperti ketika saya dihidupkan kembali oleh para creator dengan cerita fiksi yang hanya dapat saya pandangi di layar komputer saya. Sayang, ya!
PS: lagi kesurupan pingin nulis artikel, walau tidak diperiksa lagi pembagian sub judulnya serta bagian dalam (kecuali kata2 bukan indonesia dimiringkan aja).
Meredith: Alex. Alex: Bailey says Shepherd found another tumor, in Izzie's brain. Did you hear? Meredith: I heard. Alex: I just... Meredith: Alex. Alex: He doesn't think he's gonna get it out this time. I think... (crying) I think she's gonna die on me. I think she's really gonna die. Ugh! What are you doing here? Aren't you supposed to be getting ready for a wedding? Meredith: Well, that's what I came to talk to you about.
Wedding of the year: Alexander Michael Karev and Isobel Katherine Stevens
Minister: Dearly beloved. We are gathered here today to celebrate the wedding of Alexander Michael Karev and Isobel Katherine Stevens. This is a sacred right. An ancient right. As Isobel and Alex prepare to join their lives, it is important to understand that everyone present has played a part in shaping their lives. And, will continue to play a vital role in their continuing future. And thus, we are here not only to witness their vows to each other, but to bestow upon them our blessing. And, now the couple will read their vows. Izzie: Oh, we didn't write anything. Alex: No, wait. I have something I wanna say. Today's the day my life begins. All my life I've been just me. Just a smart mouth kid. Today I become a man. Today I become a husband. Today I become accountable to someone other than myself. Today I become accountable to you. To our future. To all the possibilities that a marriage has to offer. Together, no matter what happens, I'll be ready. For anything. For everything. To take on life, to take on love. To take on possibility and responsibility. Today Izzie Stevens, our life together begins. And I for one can't wait. Izzie: I love you. (kisses him) Minister: Ahem, not yet! Alex: Hurry up! Minister: By the power vested in me, by god and the state of Washington, I now pronounce you husband and wife. Izzie: Now? Minister: Now. (Izzie and Alex kiss)
Izzie: Oh Mer, I don't... I don't even know how to... I... thank you. Meredith: (tears up) Ok, so whose the maid of honor? Me or Cristina? Izzie: Cristina. Alex, he needs a best man... and he was asking for you. Meredith: (laughs, trying to hold back the tears) Haha. Cristina: Oh, so what? I'm leftovers? Izzie: You tried to save my life. That makes you honorable.
Izzie: You never know the biggest day of your life is the biggest day. Not until it's happening. You don't recognize the biggest day of your life, not until you're right in the middle of it. The day you commit to something or someone. The day you get your heart broken. The day you meet your soul mate. The day you realize there's not enough time, because you wanna live forever. Those are the biggest days. The perfect days. You know? Denny: I bet you ... you made a beautiful bride. Izzie: It was a beautiful day.
Alex: Come on. (takes out her hair piece, and some hair comes with it. Izzie touches and pulls more out) Hey, hey, it's okay. It's just hair, you don't need it. Izzie: It's just gonna keep falling out. Alex: We'll shave it off. I bet you'd look good bald anyway. Ok? (Izzie starts crying) Hey, stop. You're beautiful. (Alex kisses her)
So, today I was so exhausted as always. I decided to open up so-called-long-time-friend after school -< TV series It is a new series called FRINGE (2008)
So, here I'm so gonna share you few things that I noticed and some information that I seek before.
Who? Fringe is a 2008 series created by J.J. Abrams, Alex Kurtzman and Roberto Orci. You might recognize that Abrams is also the creator of one of my favorite series, LOST and Jennifer Garner's ALIAS. Starring Dawson Creek's Joshua Jackson (Peter Bishop), Anna Torv (Olivia Duhnham), John Noble (Walter Bishop), etc.
What? Fringe is all about a FBI division based in Boston. Fringe investigates strange cases and probably be called "above top secret" cases. Fans said that it is a mixed-up of LOST and The X-Files
How? Fringe's team which is the regular cast and the very main cast gather together to solved the cases.
Why? Why did I choose Fringe? Well, it is simple. I love American TV Series and I get addicted to it and it is definitely one of my guilty pleasures besides eating and sleeping... So this is one more way to get rid of all things that burden me before..
However, Fringe is new, fresh, smart, unique, unusual and not as famous as HEROES or even GOSSIP GIRL, I guess.
When we talked about the positives, there will always thing which we don't like. Fringe shows a undeniably gross moving images and stand still pictures, such as person with transparent skin so that you could see his organs inside, or serial killer who does incision on the victim's mouth, or when the victim's eye ball is taken off by the doctor...
Suggestions if you wanna watch:
Don't eat while watching! House, CSI, Grey's has much better portraiture even in their most nasty scenes
Turn down the volume
Don't look closely
If you seek for charming/pretty/hot stars, you won't find it here
Don't watch it unless you like smart and boring talks among scientists and FBI agents
This is not a yay! series and pretty series like Desperate Housewives and the horrible Gossip Girl! So after watch a few episodes you should take a break
Today, I feel like I should have a good relaxation. Well, I was pretty exhausted the previous days So I decided to watch my 'old-time-friend-called-tv-series' I chose LOST Because it has been my favorite series for over the years I've been missing watching LOST And so I opened up the case and I watched them on my computer
Well, I was watching LOST marathon It's 8 episode for just a day! Gosh! And I am so freakin' happy as I could catch up the news that I have been following about LOST
About a quick recap, here we go:
CHARACTER UPDATES: Jack is sober now and he's menaging everyone else to go back to the island Kate is confused at first, but she said wherever Jack goes, she will come with him. Ben was trying to steal Aaron from her... Sawyer is still stranded on island and trapped in time travel. Ooh yeah, he thought time travel's a bitch! He's been with Juliet and kinda forgot Kate. Juliet is comforting everyone else and she has moved into the white side, not grey Sun is having Ji Yeon and leaving her to go back to the island Hurley is pretty nuts as usual but he's getting better and I believed he got his craziness by his parents as well Locke is DEAD and he's coming back. You must've remembered how he believed that miracle happened on the island. Jin is not dead and his English is way better than before. Sayid is on Ben's side and he's with other Oceanic Six - back on the island Daniel Faraday Well, it's pretty clear that he's a mad scientist and it works but he's still can't save Charlotte Desmond is already with Penny, having a baby girl and he's convinced by Faraday to look for his mother in Oxford Charlotte can speak Korean and she's dead. Anyway, she spent her childhood on Dharma Initiative. Actually she has just remembered it now. Miles is the second Sawyer-Hurley Ben is still a crazy-creepy guy and he's the one who convinced all Oceanic Six for coming back to the island.
Beberapa hari lalu, saya stress berat memikirkan masalah kuliah All the okay-I-decided-to-drop-out-from-school stuff or OMG-it's-four-and-a-half-years thought Unbelievably tiring stuff that I have been through.. Therefore I decided to let go all thoughts which might decay my brain
And then I filled out a Living Social list When I looked at a category called TV SHOWS things popped out in my head as I was thinking about some award-winning-shows
Derek: Hey. Come on in. This is a CT of Katie Bryce. 16 year old female, subarachnoid aneurysm. Meredith: From a fall during rhythmic gymnastics. I remember. Derek: I remember, it was the first surgery we ever scrubbed in together on. Our first save. Right here is a cerebral cyst. Tough save, but we did it. I kissed you in the stairwell after the surgery. And this right here is where Dr Bailey kicked you out of the surgery, because she caught us in your driveway, in my car. And right here, this is a seven hour craniotomy. You held the clamp the entire time, never flinched. That's when I knew you were gonna be an incredible surgeon. Beth Monroe, made our clinical trial a success by surviving. You talked me into putting her under. That's when I knew I needed you. And this is today, post op head CT of Izzie Stevens. You see that? Right there. Tumor free. Because of you. You got me into the OR. If there's a crisis, you don't freeze, you move forward. You get the rest of us to move forward. Because you've seen worse. You've survived worse, and you know we'll survive too. You say you're all dark and twisty. It's not a flaw, it's a strength. It makes you who you are. I'm not gonna get down on one knee, I'm not gonna ask a question. I love you Meredith Grey, and I wanna spend the rest of my life, with you. Meredith: And I wanna spend the rest of my life with you.
Alex (narrating): Doesn't matter how tough we are, trauma always leaves a scar. It follows us home, it changes our lives, trauma messes everybody up, but maybe that's the point. All the pain and the fear and the crap. Maybe going through all of that is what keeps us moving forward. It's what pushes us. Maybe we have to get a little messed up, before we can step up.
Alex (narrating): Surgeons are all messed up. We're butchers, messed up knife happy butchers. We cut people up, we move on. Patients die on our watch, we move on. We cause trauma, we suffer trauma. We don't have time to worry about all the blood and death and crap it really makes us feel.
Cristina: I don't think ... I can't handle this after all. Owen: What, what do you mean, what are you saying? Cristina: I'm sorry, I'm so so sorry. But I'm lying here in your arms, and I'm afraid to fall asleep.
Meredith: I'm engaged. Cristina: I broke up with Owen.
Cristina: Did her vitals remain stable the entire time? Meredith: Were there any spikes in her intracranial pressure? Alex: Was there any residual tumor? Bailey: Shepherd was able to resect all of the tumor. She'll be in packing view for about an hour. She's fine. Your friend is just fine, no thanks to any of you. Tomorrow, do better!
Richard: What are you all doing out here? Alex: Waiting for Izzie, Sir. We're waiting. Richard: You're scared. I'm scared too.
Meredith: I'm worried about you. Cristina: Meredith. Meredith: Choking. Cristina: Stop. Meredith: It's unacceptable. Cristina: Back off. Meredith: Hands around the neck. Cristina: Ring thrown in your face.
Derek: Ok, clamp. I am ready to... no. Yes, ok. I am ready to buzz the superficial temporal artery. Tenting sutures. Bailey: There's no rush. You can take your time. Everyone here is on your side. Swinder: You sure that's gonna hold? With all that friable scar tissue. Bailey: Dr Swinder! Ah, actually I saw Dr. Shepherd do three different craniotomies last month, each with easily double the amount of friable tissue. They held just fine. Derek: Next, tenting suture please.
Meredith: Surgery has started. Cristina: Hey, have they started the surgery yet? Alex: Yep. Intern: Dr. Grey, we were wondering did Dr. Stevens' surgery start yet? Or... Meredith: Keep it moving. No loitering in the OR hallway, that's the rule. Alex: If they wanna stay, let them stay. People are better than no people.
Callie: Ok, so I get why I haven't been camped out at Izzie's beside holding her hand today, but... George: We're not talking about this. Callie: Why not? George: Maybe it's the fact that I asked Izzie a hundred times what was wrong, and she just ignored me. And then there's the fact that when she actually needed help she trusted Cristina. Of all people! Callie: And then there's the fact that she's your best friend and she might die on you. There's also that. Come on. We are going to go wait for Izzie. Come on. George! You were my husband and you slept with her. You are the reason that I wished her dead. You owe me this. You can lie to yourself all you want, but I know you. I loved you once, and I know you care if she lives or dies.
Derek: We'll see you soon Dr. Stevens. Izzie: I hope so. Bailey: Know so. Izzie: Dr Bailey if something goes wrong... Bailey: It wont. Izzie: The scarf, I made it for you. Derek: It's a beautiful night to save lives. Let's get started.
Derek: Meredith. Meredith: What are you doing? You're gonna have to re-scrub. Derek: I'm not ready. Meredith: Yes you are. Derek: I need to know that at least I have you, no matter what happens in there, i need to know. I need you to say yes. I need to know. Meredith: I can't say yes. Not if agreeing to be with you forever will make it ok if Izzie dies. I can't say yes. I love you, and you can do this. You can do this. I know you can.
Richard: Ah, It's not a good time, he's still scrubbing in. Meredith: I know, it's just, ah, he should wear this. It's his ferry boat scrub cap. He loves ferry boats.
Callie: I wished Izzie Stevens would die. I wished her dead every day, of every week, for I don't even know how long. I woke up every morning, wishing Izzie Stevens would die, and now... What kind of person wishes someone would die? What kind of doctor wishes, knowing how things happen. What kind of doctor wishes... Arizona: Are you in here, right now, praying for Izzie to die? Callie: No. I'm praying for her to live.
Meredith: Hey, How's Izzie? George: I don't know. Meredith: How's Izzie? Cristina: Why? Meredith: Have you been to see her? Cristina: No I've been working with Swinder all day. Alex: What? Meredith: Have you been to see Izzie? Alex: No, haven't you?
Richard: Did you talk to Izzie about this yet? Considering you two are basically conceiving a child together today, don't you think you should talk with her about this? Alex: Look, you said she needed my contribution. Here's my contribution. Whatever.
Alex: The Chief send you in here? Meredith: Nope. I offered to come in. In case you needed to talk. Alex: Hah, you think talking will help? You think a dixie cup full of my swimmers will make everything ok? It's crap. This is crap! You just can't go messing with peoples heads like that. Even if she freezes the embryo's do you think, you think we'll get a chance to use them? You think she'll still be here? YOU THINK SHE'LL SURVIVE ALL THIS? You think... I think...She told me... she told me she was seeing a ghost ok. And I'm so used to all the crazy chicks in my life, that I didn't even... I'm a doctor. A DOCTOR! And I didn't even think to... and now she's... this is wrong. This isn't how it's supposed to happen. Meredith: I know. Alex: It's crap! Meredith: I know. Alex: I hate this. Meredith: I know. Alex: This isn't... this isn't how we were supposed... this isn't how I wanted to do this. This isn't how Izzie and I were supposed to make a baby.
Derek: Karev, I just reviewed Izzie's most recent MRI and it doesn't look like the tumors grown since her last scan, so that's good news. Do you have an questions or concerns that you'd like to discuss with me before we brief Izzie? Alex: Just try keeping her frontal lobe inside her skull this time.
Bailey: Ok, as you know you have stage 4 metastatic melanoma. You have a lot of surgeries, and a lot of procedures lined up for you over the next few weeks. Richard: We've seen evidence of METS on your liver, so one of those surgeries Dr. Bailey and I will resect them. We also lined up Dr. Parker from OB to harvest as many healthy eggs as she can before you undergo any radiation. Izzie: Right. Babies. Bailey: Just leaving the option open for you if you want it. Derek: But our priority today is to address the temporal lobe METS on your brain. I'm surprised we didn't catch it sooner. This kind of thing can cause headaches, seizures and intense hallucinations. But, hopefully the legion has a clear margin so I can remove it all.
Meredith: You're wearing a turtle neck under your scrubs. It's ugly. Not as ugly as the fact that you hugged him. You hugged him. Cristina: I get it. I hear you. Lets move on. Meredith: Turtle necks aren't ok. You're not ok, and your boyfriends not ok. Alex: Is your boyfriend ok? Meredith: What? Cristina: Pardon? Alex: To be cutting into brains today. Is he ok to be back? Meredith: Yes. Of course. Derek is fine. Alex: I was there for his carnage in the OR remember? This isn't just any patient today, this is Izzie.
Meredith: It's me. Cristina! What's going on? Owen's out there upset. Callie was screaming. She said... Cristina: I'm fine. I'm... I'm fine. Meredith: OH MY GOD! Your neck. I will kill him! He's... Cristina: No, no, no. It was a nightmare. He had a nightmare. Owen: Cristina, please. Is she alright? Meredith, I just need to know that she's alright. Meredith: No, no, no, no, no, no. Cristina, no!
I remember when I first met you You asked me if I could stitch your wound up I was joking that I could throw up on youand you laughed with me You asked my name even if it's just for icebreaker And you told me your name's Jack Hey Jack, my name is Kate.. You were the first people I knew On an island where we stranded on Within months I tried to know the island I tried to know you As I was scared like everyone else did you were comforting me Eventhough you said some words on the opposite
You said that we are already dead and no one will never find us But as I learned, I felt I was in heaven and though I still am afraid I knew you are facing the same fears with mes o then I am bold and fearless
One day, you went somewhere place I am curious and I asked If I could come with you You forbid me as I insisted on itT hank you for letting me be safe But I rather faced a scary outside as long as I'm not further away
I am the one who knew you When people are lyingthey don't look me in the eyes But you did the exact opposite But the way you loved me or perhaps the way I loved you is facing a way too long distance
you were always by my side but you're not even close and then another cameand I was hoping I let you down I know you are I know you tried to let me be safe and warm even If you're not with me anymoreyou push me away to him Oh! The guilt
Since we were breaking apart I know you hoped me for a better future but what if I'm mistaken what if it's all your ego what if it wasn't meyou tried to hold
So then again We faced another separation Now help me to let goall the pain and the fact that it's too late and we're way too far behind I'm still not over you, Jack I was hoping you said "because I love you" earlier But I am glad you finally ease my doubt Still, I wish we could take care for each other Always, I wish you well For better for worse I have always been with you
Sneak Peek for Lost season 5 episode 4 "The Little Prince" It contains Jack and Kate moment, the rare piece that we could still see because their relationship just didn't go so well before.. Jack and Kate are my favorite characters on Lost and probably my favorite TV couple SPOILER ALERT
Stairway to Heaven - Grey's Anatomy season 5 episode 13 "Meredith Grey & Derek Sheperd"
Meredith: I know you don't understand me. I don't understand me. I wanted to show him compassion. That's why I went. That's the reason. And it was horrible... it was horrible. Derek: It's okay.
Stairway To Heaven - Grey's Anatomy Season 5 Episode 13 "Isobel Stevens & Denny Duquette"
Denny (narrating): Heaven. Hell. Limbo. No-one even knows where we're going. Or what's waiting for us when we get there. But the one thing we can say, with absolute certainty, is that there are moments that take us to another place. Moments of Heaven on Earth. And maybe for now, that's all we need to know.
Izzie: Heaven and hell. Denny: Yes. Izzie: You're here. Denny: Yes. Izzie: No... you're not here for me, you're here for me... you're here for me.
Izzie: Leave... Leave! Denny: I can go now because, you know, but it's your choice, you get to choose, but Izz if I go I don't know if I can come back. If I go.... Izzie: In a choice between heaven and hell I choose heaven, I choose life! Go!
Denny: I loved you so much... I loved you so much, that when I got to comeback for you I thought... your my heaven, but maybe... I'm your hell. Izzie: I'm sick... I'm sick aren't I? And instead of telling me ... instead of telling me to save my life... You son of a bitch! You selfish son of a bitch! I hate you... I hate you! Denny: I didn't know if... that there was a chance, miracles happen. Medical miracles happen everyday! And you said that, you said that yourself!
Denny (narrating): I believe in heaven. I also believe in hell. I've never seen either but I believe they exist. They have to exist. Because without a heaven, without a hell, we're all just headed for limbo.
Brave New World part 2 (Alex Karev and Izzie Stevens)
Alex Karev absolutely one of the characters who grew up on this season ( a lot)... After Rebecca, his psychotic girlfriend, leaves him, he's kinda confuse to find. Where is the love and who? As flashes are going before his eyes, he couldn't think any better. And then come another lonely soul. It is her, Isobel Stevens. So his past is again interfering himself. So, it is true that true love will never go anywhere else, at least when she's just two rooms away... No matter what they called it, best friends or whatever.
Alex: Listen. You had that heart patient and it reminded you of Denny and how bad you felt when you were lying on that bathroom floor. I get that! I get that you're scared. But you're not going to have to feel like that again. Because I'm not going to die, Izz. And I'm not gonna cheat on you, and I'm not gonna go anywhere! 'Cause, I think you're my best shot at... I think with you... you make me better. You make me wanna BE better. You make me want to be good. And I think I can. With you. I think I can. So I'm not going anywhere, and you can stop hiding. And if you wanna be scared that's okay just be scared with me. Be scared while you scrub in with me on my first solo surgery. Okay? Izzie: You love me.
And then she came, and then all doubts seemed to fade away. They knew it.
Izzie: And I know you care about me too and it's not too late for us. Alex: Get outta my room. Izzie: Admit it. I know you care about me too I know you do. I care about you. I care about you. I care about you. I care about you. I care about you! I-
Well, at least it was before the old fiance came back from the dead...
Denny: I'm really starting to not like that guy. Denny: Enough!
So, at least I've done one right thing in this holiday... Which was finishing one of my favorite series: GREY'S ANATOMY: SEASON 5.... Yay! So, besides my medical obsession that comes like a high tide on me, I came up with the idea of spending my quality time (*cough, holiday) watching surgeons on TV...
Watching a medical drama called House MD to me was like having another lessons, which is really what I've been trying to avoid in this precious holiday. Yes, precious! So, I was deciding that all I wanna do is having some relaxation, so I watch another lighter medical drama series called Grey's Anatomy (GA). GA season 5 is so much better comparing to previous season (season 4)...
Here's the list of the episodes I watch: 5.1-2 Dream a Little Dream of Me 5.3 Here Comes the Flood 5.4 Brave New World 5.5 Life During Wartime 5.6 Rise Up 5.7 These Ties That Bind 5.8 In the Midnight Hour 5.9 All By Myself
So, in this season Lexie Grey, so called "Little Grey" is having a hard time. It is not an easy situations to deal with. You see, she's Little Grey. So there will always be the Big Grey, which is Meredith. And when it comes to intern, it is as if they were little babies or kids who gets to learn and being stupider than all.. For Lexie, when it comes to love, she is a ghost. Even the most generous people doesn't feel she was there. So, this is more complicated as she thought, she's so much sloppier than she looks...
Lexie: [to George] Did you even ask for me? I helped decorate your stupid locker and you don't even see it! You don't see anything! I am such an idiot. And you are a jerk. You didn't even ASK for me? Screw you, Dr. O'Malley.
So maybe part of her is a superwoman. Well, she has a photographic memory. She could remember all things, I mean totally remembered them all. But the other side, she's just as dark as everybody is. So many love to give, and so many hope to lose... Lexie's half sister, who's a resident, pretend like she doesn't care. And even if she cares, Meredith herself couldn't careless about her life as well. So, Lexie Grey is now dark and twisty. She's a ghost. Definitely unseen and breakable.
Lexie: I forgive you. Meredith: Lexie Lexie: No. I forgive you. I forgive you for treating me like crap, and I forgive you for letting your friend treat me like crap.
I am Me, with all my courage, ego, hope, and my own dream, together with all my life, heart, my mind, and fate.. Somehow, I'm surviving, which humanize me.. Because of all the trying and struggling, sometimes I fall and some days God lift me up...
Name: Jess Part Deux Home: Surabaya, East Java, Indonesia About Me: You say you're all dark and twisty. It's not a flaw, it's a strength. It makes you who you are. ~Derek Shepherd~ See my complete profile
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