Which we each sums up
aren't we?
Just realized how far that was
and how far you all are
Just tasting every bites
and sounding each syllables
even if I should shed my tears
How I missed same old you
Honestly I don't remember you
Hardworking and striving
Tears and smile
You and me
You are the kingdom
and I am the queen
But when it all falls apart
we are just breaking down
I am as sneaky as I thought
and half dead as they wished
Where were you?
Where have you been?
You're not even close
This past 4 months
I miss yesteryears
Please remind me
When I worked through tears
when I just forgot the world
when I am ashamed and all I ever thought was you by my side
when friends mocked me
or forced me
or just lay there and lied to me
or bitchin' about me
about what I cannot do
YOU
Work
Study
Learn
Furious
Numb
Stronger
Fighter
Love
Compassion
Confidence
Thoughts
Bold
Drama Queen
I've been missing you
you are the perfect gun to shoot my fears
you are the shadows to follow me wherever I go
when I just doubt myself
Please Come Back To Me
You can unsee me
But honestly I couldn't live without YOU
Labels: Life, poetry, thoughts
"God love your soul and your aching bones.."
11:00 PM
11:00 PM
I am Me, with all my courage, ego, hope, and my own dream, together with all my life, heart, my mind, and fate.. Somehow, I'm surviving, which humanize me.. Because of all the trying and struggling, sometimes I fall and some days God lift me up... 
