I've always wanted to be grateful
for every single thing
for every moment
for every hours
for every people who passes by
for every chances to fight
for every songs I've listened
for every pain that couldn't subside
for every words I wrote and read
for every disappointment left for me
for tears I have to wipe
for every little piece of happiness you won't let me have
for every sheep I count in my sleep
for every shelter I count on
for every shows that I've watched
for lessons I've learned
for second opinion
But just so you know
you succeed to make me a failure
and even for a sec I am haunted by
You always come around
You told me I have to be happy
but you do it vice versa to yourself
Thank you for making me just the way I am supposed to be
and you're not sorry for what you did
How could I believe you then?
Dedicated to:
people who lose their hope and just want to give up
people who believe they will falter
people who can't even take a glimpse look at the mirror
just to see themselves smile
me
Labels: Life, poetry, thoughts
"God love your soul and your aching bones.."
8:27 PM
8:27 PM
I am Me, with all my courage, ego, hope, and my own dream, together with all my life, heart, my mind, and fate.. Somehow, I'm surviving, which humanize me.. Because of all the trying and struggling, sometimes I fall and some days God lift me up... 
