Just because there are no money left, it doesn't make me a leftover
I fall apart but don't leave me behind
I said I get over it, but I can't seem to get rid of it
They wore well outfits, classy bags and fine shoes
I just have trashy ones, and I can't barely walk with my own shoes
I am poorly educated as my brain cannot do well for lessons
But I will have to be great, because I later have to work
Millions money they have spent seemed worthless and kinda fun
Yet I don't have money to buy another
And yes father blamed me for what another has done to me
Therefore I am worthless and funny
When I said I need four years time to be done
It is because it isn't enough for me
The day after tomorrow, I have to earn money and get another lessons
So tomorrow I have to be done
Where were you when everything is falling apart?
Trust me it's like losing so much blood and B.P. is dropping
So all we wait is for another one straight line and no beeping in the monitor
Another numbered days you insist me to count
But I just don't want to lay there for now
Another year means that I am blessed
But this year has no good start
But this year ain't over yet
I want to believe it does me any good on the second part
"God love your soul and your aching bones.."
8:40 AM
8:40 AM
I am Me, with all my courage, ego, hope, and my own dream, together with all my life, heart, my mind, and fate.. Somehow, I'm surviving, which humanize me.. Because of all the trying and struggling, sometimes I fall and some days God lift me up... 
