And I couldn't
I was trapped in those small four-walls room
With no one, nothing
My hands are trembled
The sad horrifying score was playing on
Sounds I couldn't resist and terrible images went on
Home had been so far away
No one could hear me as I'm alone
I'm so sorry I let you down
Tears couldn't stream down my pale face
As I held them back
Instead I put a smile one
I wanted to tell you everything but I couldn't
You fought so hard to believe in me
These silver lining would ruin everything
That you and I built so long ago
No one could hear me as I'm alone
I'm so sorry I let you down
Labels: destruction, Life, poetry
"God love your soul and your aching bones.."
5:00 PM
5:00 PM
I am Me, with all my courage, ego, hope, and my own dream, together with all my life, heart, my mind, and fate.. Somehow, I'm surviving, which humanize me.. Because of all the trying and struggling, sometimes I fall and some days God lift me up... 
