You know what sucked the most? I've been having this typhoid fever just two weeks before my 21st birthday. And just right 1.5 months before slaving in one of the most developed national television. Damn! They have no rights complaining about all of those. OMG, typical Wilhelmina Slater. Or should I say Fey Sommers?
You have it all. So, instead of cursing and complaining enjoy the freakin' happy time! It occurs to me that I have to crash in the hospital for about a week and my mother and father spending a lot of money and energy for me. Not a good sign. Because I still need to buy a cellphone because a bitch stole it. OMG I'm sort of broke and even money deficit. No time for happy holiday. All I see is grumpy nurses all complaining about how tiny my veins are. So the psychos abused them when placing the syringe to suck my damn blood. By 5 days, I got 10 bruises.
And after that, I have to rest at home all the time and pretend I'm healthy as I look. My left abdomen still hurt sometimes. I'm hungry all the time. I must not eat vegetables. I always wake up at about 4-6 AM because the nurses on hospital always woke me up at 5 to check my BP. Suck it up. I'm bored at home but what can I do? I have to save energy for I'm about to work in early August and it is gonna be hard and harsh. So I don't want to be sick. Well it is said that the bacteria will still live in patient's body for years. I don't want the fever coming back when I'm working.
So yes, I have no time laying my head on the beach or tasting a delicious meal or staying in a fine hotel and eat a on a fancy restaurant. My birthday is coming up and I hope to be happy, people. So if you have time for it, please don't ever say nasty things about it. Perhaps my health and heart suck, ooh and my liver as well. But I still have a life. I'm definitely here and aging! HAHA...
Labels: destruction, Holiday, Life, thoughts
"God love your soul and your aching bones.."
9:31 PM
9:31 PM
I am Me, with all my courage, ego, hope, and my own dream, together with all my life, heart, my mind, and fate.. Somehow, I'm surviving, which humanize me.. Because of all the trying and struggling, sometimes I fall and some days God lift me up... 
