that life random
but it shouldn't be random
But no matter how random life is
just do, talk, listen, cry, smile anyway
You put your best smile upon your face
But in the end you will falter
Sometimes
You think you do the best
and deserve the best
but others take over your place
You think you all are loved
but everyone laughed at you
not with you
But you hurts beautifully
and this pain in the ass you get
which I do too
Makes us learn how to be imperfect
I am imperfect
and you either
but God is
He is perfect
So we mustn't dare to
question him
Who am I?
Who are you?
Just so you know
We will never know
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I love being myself
Even if it's just for a while
I have learnt to see and feel
to touch everything and say something
I strive to be the best
that I can ever be
Do you let me be myself?
Have you ever?
Do you have me taken care of?
Or you just let me see you fail
so that I will follow you into the dark?
You smiled
and I should probably look at you
What can I do?
If these are songs for you
but they are truths for me?
"God love your soul and your aching bones.."
10:57 PM
10:57 PM
I am Me, with all my courage, ego, hope, and my own dream, together with all my life, heart, my mind, and fate.. Somehow, I'm surviving, which humanize me.. Because of all the trying and struggling, sometimes I fall and some days God lift me up... 
