We have no passion or even compassion...
Even when we looked at a lot things that we wrote to make ourselves more alive than they actually are, we just cannot be more ecstatic about our everydays...
Then we become this horrible person and suddenly it all felt numb.
We feel numb.
Words will fail, friends will be gone.
And for just moment, which we felt as if it was forever, we are losers on our own universe.
We listen to our cries everyday, we try harder to let go, we pretend that everything will be okay if we just close our eyes.
In fact we don't..
Everything won't be okay...
Life ain't easy with eyes closed.. Reality is no easier to be faced with eyes opened..
It won't be...
Everytime we wipe tears from our face, we just felt nothing day by day..
And we experienced the hurt feelings at most until now we can't feel them again, and then we become numb..
Labels: destruction, Life, thoughts, truth
"God love your soul and your aching bones.."
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1:03 AM
I am Me, with all my courage, ego, hope, and my own dream, together with all my life, heart, my mind, and fate.. Somehow, I'm surviving, which humanize me.. Because of all the trying and struggling, sometimes I fall and some days God lift me up... 
