I read some great proverb from Conception Piccioto, a demonstrant at White House for years (unbelieveable!)...:
We have to survive, so we can sacrifice...
It inspires me at most this weekend... Because I'm a survivor in this small world, who survive in this hectic chaos time and space in order to sacrifice myself for people whom I don't even know, for circumstances I didn't want, for times I don't count....
I want to love myself even more, because this is it! I don't have to serve people the way people serves me... Who's gonna love me better than I do? So, if I didn't have me and if I don't even know myself, so who will? If nobody cares about all this stuff we did together, so why should I?
Sedihnya melepaskan kesempatan berharga, hanya jika harus berkutat dengan something I'l always need to fix...
So, I wish myself well...
"God love your soul and your aching bones.."
2:07 PM
2:07 PM
I am Me, with all my courage, ego, hope, and my own dream, together with all my life, heart, my mind, and fate.. Somehow, I'm surviving, which humanize me.. Because of all the trying and struggling, sometimes I fall and some days God lift me up... 
