Sew me up
Tell me I'm a doer
Let me put my head upon your shoulder
so I can cry on when I fall

Fix me
I have a bigger scar than it looks
Bruises may subside
But ten years gone and it remains

If I am weak
If I unsee small little strentgh that left on me
How can I be against?

I know you don't know me at all
Because I certainly don't either
I surrender to autism
I feel world won't care
So I don't

Let's go to a better time
Where human may eat and drink without killing each other
Effortlessly be the change we want
By turning ourselves and facing the strange
Seems like a million years later
not in earth

I hate that I'm the member of phlegmatic clan
Because somehow I chose not to survive although there are million chances passed me by

The best thing about me
I always make sure if everyone feels happy
That's why some people do get me wrong

Sometimes we shouldn't be ourselves
we are way far from excellence
we have to pass boundaries
Someday we must not sit and wait for somebody to come and save us

We are slaving
We will be creatures we can depend on
We search for stars in a dark night
We are blind in a starry, starry night

No one ever wonder being struck by lightning
We will suffered and flashes will come before our eyes
And life will be remained in a blink of an eye
God demanded our soul free of sins
Until then we just keep on breathing
But we live like a rats wait until our time comes
Human human

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Why is there any religion?
That would put up differences
Why does it exist?
If that would tear people apart?

Why did God create such a diverse kind of people?
If someday people would just dislike someone just because she's not a kind of person
other people like him to be

That's why love exists
Is it love who happened to be
the only way
to hold two people arms
to unbroken wine glass that have been thrown
to create such a beautiful songs
or a love letter from time to time

Love unite people
Love supposed to have no boundaries
Love supposed to be easy
But we, people somehow make it difficult
Because we think we are blind and others are handicapped
Or we think we equals God and we hoped to received the best serves
in order to save ourselves from what we called pride

We might fall into a deep black hole
and not make a way back
We choose not to survive
and pretend we are lame
Others would have to kill us
in order to get themselves safe

That's why
Love
always is the hardest thing to say
the most difficult term
a simple word that has lot of meanings
Word that has no translation to cold hearts
Although it could attached two worlds collide
and melt the ice
or warmed the weather
Love interprets two different language
of two different worlds collide

INSPIRATION BY ~ CIN(T)A The Movie

I closed my eyes
One...
Two...
Three...
Four...
Five....
I open my eyes
Everything is alright

I walk then I run
I build, I don't want to break
I wish I could be cardio-god
I will never break any hearts

A white small unicorn came
It is beautiful, nothing compares to it
We questioned, is it even real?
I guess we'll never know

All the battle that I've won
So strange I felt
I swung a sword and let them die
Did evil tease me then?

Mary once had particular reason she was chosen
Jesus born and we are saved
Do we choose to be saved?
Do we believe?

I listened to a sweet symphony
It sabotaged half of my world
I suffers autism
I cannot be touched

I believe I live
I won't stop believe
But every time people lie
My promise and hope just happened to die

It's like I walk on snow
with my bare feet
my soul is cold
my hands are trembled

I am walking on snow and the wind accompany me
A piece of paper flew over my head
It tells me a lot of story
History that couldn't be repeated

It does all of the talking, and I just listened
to the sound of heavy wind
to the beat of my heart
my hands hold the paper, afraid it might fall down

I am walking on cold as if I'm fearless
Wind covers my voice within
So loud, then I couldn't recognize it
I am clueless, don't know how to think

When will I see sun that shines?
When will I move my own frozen body?
When will I hope there is another way to walk out?
May I choose warmer season?
When will I see a light to guide me home?
I miss something bright and shiny
Until then, I just keep walking on snow

How many times did I say sorry? It seems like the meaning of the words just disappear.. Like flashes before my eyes. All memories suddenly forced my eyes darkened and swollen.. I miss a candy bar that has thousands colours to put a smile upon my face.. But scarcity finished the endings. Although happiness supposed to land on rainbow with no end..
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