Same old feeling still remains
The anguish
The fear
Sometimes I know I can be better
But I am humanized by fear itself
The one that always brings me back one step backward
I know it kills
But to have faith
In something that I knew nothing about is just way bigger effort
I want to be thankful
But sometimes lonesome cover it up
I miss the optimistic
That once again flew away from myself
#END
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"God love your soul and your aching bones.."
10:51 PM
10:51 PM
I am Me, with all my courage, ego, hope, and my own dream, together with all my life, heart, my mind, and fate.. Somehow, I'm surviving, which humanize me.. Because of all the trying and struggling, sometimes I fall and some days God lift me up... 
